my journey

well,
its about 2 months ago.
i had a chatt with him.
hm.
he talked about anything.
and you must to know,
i'm sure, if he didn't want to get lost contact with me,
he always open a new topics for our disscussion.
hm.
and i didnt feel something special to him or u know that as LOVE**[at that time]
day past day, he did that that and that again.
he made me bored. duh! =="
i replied all his massage with a shortshort and very short answer.
i did that, even i got bad mood to hv a chatt with him.
and day past day,
i think, he started to know that i was bored with him.
so he replied my massage with a short massage[but not at all] until not replied my massage.
fiiuh!
i thanked to God.
but,
a few days later, i fell that i was lost something. and that was HE !
jlebb.
GOSH!
he comes to me, than i let he go?
owmeen.
i did the stupidest thing that turned me down.
hhuvt!
i want he back.
x((
but, thats ok, i know what my feeling is[at that time*]
a few weeks ago,
i open my facebook acc,
and ow my... badshitdamn or anything else !
he already had a gf.
gosh !
i was surprised, shocked.
du'h!
thats pain me.
x((
i cried a lotta night.
shitt!!
but i was not given up!
even he was playing basketball with his friends,
i came and watched him.
wew"
thats make me a little bit better !!
hm.
but i take a good side because of that conditional, i came when he was playing basketball, and one of his friends was stole my heart.
GOSH!
forgeting you is more easier than school exam, dude..
x)