.....

huh. jangan komentar lebay ato apa ato gmna !!
ak emg lg mau nulisnulis yg isinya hoekhoek-lebay-super njijiki -,-"
gatau ah,
pokoknya lagi pengen !!
=D

hem.
ini garagara hampir seminggu ga ada kontak sama dia x(( yah emang sih garagara dia ga punya pulsa.
hemm, tapi gatau knapa, itu mbuat my special feel on him had gone away gitu aja -,-''
yah, smpet ngrasa aneh sih .
sempet ada pikiran juga mau broke up* sama dia:(
tapi ya pikirku tunggu dulu aja, sabar :D
hehehe.
masih emaaaaann gt rasanya.

akhirnya kmren kamis dia sms aku.
yay, i was super-triple really surprised !!
hm.
langsung aja deh aku bales sms nya.
aku tunggu-tunggu sampe seabad ga dibales-bales juga.
nih anak mau ngajak perang apa rujakan ini !
huh~
esmonii lah saya x((
grr.
baru skitar 2 jam stlahnya dibales. fiuuhh
sdikit lega juga sih,
tapi.. ya ampuuun, mangkelnya setengah mati.
gak cuma skali 2kali aja ditinggal ngorok kayak gitu sama dia.
huff.
berkali-kalii.
huh x((
udah gatau, terlanjur panas, sms.nya baru aku bls stgah jam stlhnya.
eh, gataunya, dia blesnya 1jam stlahnya.
kampret kampret kampreeett !!
err~
panas panas panass -,-"
akhirnya dia ngasii tau klo hapenya lagi eror bobrok !
huuu, dasar hape ga guna :DD

hihihi.
emang ga bisa marah sama dia.
hahaha x))))

uh -.-''

uh.
sumthin happen to ya,dear ?
sigh~
u're different from the other day :(
uh.
u replied my sms lately,
and with short answer.
uh~
what happen to ya?
:(

bregma : nyebelin tpi ngangenin :(

uh!
cowo..
:(
gatau emang kamu nya lagi badmood ato gimana,
sifat kamu tuh berubah..
-.-'
sms-sms yg kamu kirim ga sepanjang dulu.
sekarang aja kalo chat,
uda mulai ga pernah tanya-tanya.
emang sih,
sebernenya ga penting.
tapi nyebeeeliiin !!
uh.
rese.
rasanya pengen mutusin dia aja :(

tapi klo uda kena *flirting*annya,
hah!
pasti rasa jengkel ilang.
uh..
ak sendiri bingung.
maunya apa sih tu cowo?
zzz

apa mungkin dia suka sama yang lain juga ?
satu : pernah liat album foto FBnya, dia difoto lagi ber2 sama temen cewe nya.
dua : dia pagi ini ber-wall ria sama cewe. uh, mana banyak lagi wallnya. lebih banyak dri punyaku. ><

haduuuu
gatau deh,
bingung.
ga akan lama lagi deh kaeanya.
hope no..
tapi emang benerbener ga tahan.
uh.
BT
stressed out dah !!

*still love u, honeypie :)

report of 3 days retreeeeeaaaatttt :)

ajigileee !
kagak kerasa hari ini ud pulang retret.
pdhal kan msh pngen bngt tuh *jagongan* breng anak-anak.
hiyayy !

first day
sblm berangkat tuh, temen-temen w pada ga enk gt sama w , chele, n sita.
ah!
rese dah.
BT w, pikir w.
tp akhirnya mereka ngsh tw penyebabnya.
yeaa.
><
seruu deh !
dapet kamar sama nov, tacho, icha , funi.
hehee.
we ol d bes !
xP
lanjott*
wktu kgiatan q tuh, w pengen.x sihh, sekelompok ama si silaw* [kagak inget w dah pnx cowo, sorry beibh :*], yyahh, malah si emak yg dpet. huh!
kudu gw tonjok aja !
mana si silaw jauhin w mulu lg.
kan ga enk gw nyahh.

:(
untung deh dy msh mw ngmng" sama w.
huh!
tdr jam 9, ngntuknyaaahh.
jam 9 rasanya lamaaaaaa bnged.
mana dingin bnget lg.
jam 6 ude kea jam 12.
malem.x, sblm tdr, mchelle dkk ke kmar w.
autis dah si chelee.
hha~
loncat" tmpt tdur sampe kayu.x jebol gt.
hhe. superwomen two deh.
hehee.
w msh sms'n ama my hun"
x*

second day
waw ! gilee. disuru bngun jam 5pagi. gileee dah!
mana kmren.x tdr jam 11, kudu bngun jam 4.
tp w dkk tetep lanjut tdr.
xP
jam 5, uda kumpul di depan lap. bskt.
kirain mo apa, trnyata msh disuruh nggu lg,
*karna blm ad matahari, gelapgelap mau cari apa?*
ok, jam5.30, w dkk mulai disuru jalan pagi.
IH~!
si sita rese dah !
masa pz w ama chele diajak jalan breng ma funi, dy marah" ma w,
org funi.x yg mau.
gila tuh!
jam 6,
ad main" gt.
gaje bnged dah.
aaah~
trs slese, qt maen bsked.
abs gt mandi.
wktu jam breakfast,
si sita ngmngin w dkk yg jelek"
IH! biarin, toh w ga salah.
huh!
kgiatan.
gileee.
ceramah x full day,
klenger dah w.
aw !
malem.x tuh, qt ad acr api unggun.x gt,
ciihuuyy,
sneng dah w,
si silaw kgak jauhin w lg.
tw kgak?
trnyta dy bw in snack w.
aw.aw.aw !
thx, yah!
x*
[hehee. kgak sadar lg, ude pnx cowo.. xP]
mana dy ngjk ngmng w lg.
IH!
mlem, my hun" telp w.
aww!
itu acara telp"an qt yg plng lama lho, hon !
yay!
:*
salting dah w.
hehee

third day
acara sama kea kmren.
hm.
cm lbih seru yg hri neh.
kliling ngkur" gt
w seneng bngt pz dpanggil suruh foto in kel.x si silaw.
yay!
mana dy godain w lg.
IH !
senangnyaaaah.
x*
wktu ude slese,
w ngapelin kamarnya si silaw, [soal.x ank" pd kumpul situ smua].
ih,
tnyata dy ngsh w coklat.
yayayayayayay!
snangnyaaa.
thx yahh.
mana dy godain trs lg.
IH !
><
ok.
wktunyaa pulang.
ngeeeengg.. ampe rumah*
ajigile.
cape bner dah.
tdur dah w, sampe jam 6.
:P
aw,
my hun" hri ini beda bnget.
kea mulai canggung gt.
aahh.
wht happen with u, dear?
:((
hope it'll not happen again.
:(
I LOVE U , Dear !
:*

daily activities x)

story 1 : aaaaaa !
gelo !
masak hrus sekelas ma dy..?
iwaw.
masyo gt kan tp maluuuww.
ew~
TT

story 2 : iwaw ! km koq ngguantengg se, kerenn !
aw~
klepek klepek aq liad km.
++
sumpah deh !
aaaa.
kangen sama km,
pengen ngomong"an lg,
telp"an !
aaaah~
pengenpengenpengen !!
:(

story3 : waw.
my BF was helping me to do my HW.
yay !
thx dear..
x*

story4 : aw.
masalah lagii,
masalah lagii.
cpede ~
wew~
gaopo ws,
hidup ga ad masalah rasae ga sedep.
hha~
xP

story5 : aw.
tarian HipHop buat dbL kuerenn !
yay !
><

story6 : aaaa !
iri sama dy.
masak dy di FB ga dpet bule,
eeh, d skolah.x dpet.
==

story 7 : whooo~
aq pinter lho skarangg.
hhe xP
aq uda bisa ngerjain mat .
hha.
lembengg yyoh. xD

okaii.
sampe dsini.
PS : aaaa ! cowoKEREN, sapa aq dong ;) xP

dulu superduperextra deket, skarang superduper jauh :(

aaaa.
sistah, realyrelay miss u.
pngen dkt kayya dlu lg.
masak cm garagara hal spele aj jd kayyak gini.
pngen curhat" lg,
critacrita,
telp"an lg..
TT
realy miss that moment.
knapa skg jd beda banget kayyak yg dulu.
knapa malah layak gini sih.
oke lha, mngkn krna emg km uda pnx tmn baru,
tp ga usah jelek"in napa?
TT

kak, realy miss u lho.
BFF yyah~
xD

he is MINE now x)

lol.lol.lol

whoo~
now he's mine.
the boy who had asked me to be his gf*, is mine now.
yay x)

i dont know , what hell am I at that time ..
i've rejected a popularstarnicecoolsweet boy that many girls are crush on him :(
fiuuh~
diva was calling me, and told me that i was wrong already rejected him.
aaaah..
i want him back~
as soon as possible, i send him a short massage.
(PS : he didnt know my phone number before)
and so dumb me !
i hv no checked my pulse , i cant answered his sms.
huvvh.
i wasnt lost my idea :D
i borrowed my brother cellphone to send him a short massage.
yay ! ofc for accepted him. cause i want him :)
then he accepted me.
hha.

every nite we hv some chitchat, we talk about anything.
sometimes he's flirting me.
aw~! he's make me so melting ya know.
aaaa.
u're my honeybunnychessesweetpopmachoesissm boy :)
ILYSM..


13 July 2009*

yay !!
x*
i heart u boy ..
hehee

busukk !

beneraan q gtw ap xg klian mau.
dlu, rasanya kalian itu slalu jd theLEAD* nya.
skg, qu baru tau muka asli klian.
klian itu busuk ato bosok se ?
klo klian itu temen xg baek, psti ngebolehin q temenan be siapa aja, yto?
emang klian bos q xg harus q turuti smua maune klian ?
ngga kan?
toh q ya ga mbo gaji.
kalian tu bener-bener bikin aq kayyak boneka tolol,
xg isa klian gerak"in sesuka klian.
dulu aja lo, kalian apa pnh mau SMS aq?
hm. JARANG kan?
SMS q apa sering kalian bles ?
JARANG kan?
klian itu benerbener ngga jelas.
kalian gtw apa q ini sakit.
sekarang aq uda ketemu sita ma michelle,
qu udah nemuin ma true friends.
dan aq sekarang tau itu bukan KALIAN.
kalian itu JAHAT !
klo klian ga suka sama orang itu, pasti lgsg bertindak SADIS.
kalian itu bener" ga punya perasaan, sok alim.
kalian itu mau ngasih, maunya dikasih.
gmw ngertiin aku, tp mw diperhatiin.
bener deh,
terserah lah klian mau ngomong apa di belakang ku,
yg jelas, kalian itu wes salah nilai SITA !
oke, dy emg jelek di mata kalian,
soalnya kalian cuma ngliat orang dri cover nya aja !
bosok lu !
klian mau q denger crita kalian, tpi gmw denger crita ku.
sakit banget tauuk !
aku bener-bener pengen nangis kalian kayyak gt td.
kalian itu cuma nyari sensasi yg ga penting, ga berguna, nyia-nyia in waktu.
bisanya cuma ikut-ikut.
terserah kalian mau masih temenan sama aku ato ngga,
yg jelas, kalian itu SUPERDUPERDAMNSHITYEAH ppl.

* tdii , waktu pembagian kelas, akhirnya q sekelas sama sita n chelle.. love u so guys ! muah.

aq benerbener seneng tadi, akhirnya sekelas ma sita n chelle.
q wes bebas dari kekangan temen-temen qu yg BUAEK hati nya.
x)
yya, tpi ada si nenek sihir, yg sirik, trus ngaruhi temen"nya, bilang klo sita itu blablabla, tpi ga nyadar klo dia sendiri juga perlu DIBENERIN*
huh!
beneran.
aku pengen nangis rasanya.
klo kalian itu temen baek q, sekali lg,
KALIAN BAKAL NGIJININ AKU TEMENAN SAMA SIAPA AJA.
kalian itu munafik !
oke, q emg munafik,
tpi seenggaknya, aku masih punya hati, ngga kayyak kalian !
inget itu !

wtv u want yya.
bener, dri lubuk hati q yg pling dalem,
aq sdikit nyesel temenan sama kalian !
but not at all !

should i say yes ??

**ga atek inggris"an. capek aq !

gosh~!
sumpaaah.
bru kli ini aq diDORR.
dingin smua tangan.q
:((

aplg sama cowo xg dikejar" sama banyak cewe.
omiGod.
><

should i say yes ?
huffh~

tapii..
gimanaa sama bule inceran.q,
klo ternyata dy ngzh sinyal + gimanaa?
hosh..

dr awal aq emg crush sama siBULE,
tp trs myOLDhim dteng trs nyatain prasaan.e ?
gosh.
sumpaah,
dingin, mualuu aq.
hosh~

aq bingung sebingung-bingung nyaah.
huaaah.
mana baru pertama kali lg.
doh!

aaaa.
help me x(
aq pengen bilang *iya*,
tros, nti klo uda jdi,
mau ngapain?
aaaah.
bingung.

*aplg g pnh pacaran SAMSEK*

doh~
pengen.
tp ya itu,
klo uda jd mo diapain ?
huh!

pengeeeennn.
:((

best names*

~ Taylor Inglebert Seraphine Williams ~

~ Kathleen Aphrodite Foxhale Williams ~

~ Bernadette Ryan Anja Reeves ~

~ Kelsey Emmilia Anjanette Reeves ~

~ Emily Altrey Dealex Anja Reeves ~

~ Alxavier Beauregard Laoghaire Reeves ~

~ Anneliese Isadora Georgette Reeves ~

~ Louisia Jasmine Williams ~

~ Jessamine Shannelle Fuscienne Reeves ~

~ Gemma Katarina Francesca Williams ~

~Keith Gonzales ~

~ Montgomery Julian Olivergie Williams ~

~ Derrick Julian Xaverius ~

** klo ada xg bgus lg, kzik tw aq yya

I Wanna Go Home

Another summer day,
has come and gone away,
in Paris or Rome,
but I wanna go home
Mm….

Maybe surrounded by,
a million people I,
still feel all alone,
just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you,
each one a line or two,
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat,
and you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane,
another sunny place,
I’m lucky I know,
but I wanna go home
Mm, I gotta go home

Let me go home~…
I’m just too far, from where you are,
I wanna come home

[Interlude]

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life,
it’s like I just stepped outside,
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me,
this was not your dream,
but you always believed~ in me

Another winter day,
has come and gone away,
in even Paris and Rome,
and I wanna go home,
let me go home…

And I’m surrounded by,
a million people I,
still feel alone and let me go home,
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home~…
I’ve had my run,
baby, I`m done,
I gotta go home
Let me go home~…
It’ll all be alright,
I’ll be home tonight,
I’m coming back home…

i almost wept when i hear every word of this song.

greatfull !

yuhhuuu x)

lol + lol + lol ++ blushing x))

yep~
she's rite.
im too obssesed to foreigner boy xP
well, thats me,
i always do that if i've crush on someone . lol
x))
childish rite?
hehee

well~
i told all about my obessesed to my firend.
she laughed me.
sigh~
><
but, i'll try.
ofcourse !
well, face the LDR(long distance relationship) is too hard. for me.
but, why not?
hha~
thats looked more interesting.
x)

____________________________________________

well, the other story.
GOSh~!
i never imagine that he will reply my wall and my chat.
and he who start our conversation.
aaah~ i'm so happy.

well,
until now, he still reply my wall.
><

today, he got 3 walls from 3 girls.
but, he just replied MINE.
wew"
i hope, he ....................................

hha~

two days full of frustrating

yesterday :
for 3 days along, my lil brother went to solo.
and i thinked, for that 3 days, my day will full of joyful*
the fact, NO !
the first day, still very enjoyable.
the second day? GOSH !!
thats so pain me.
duh!
we went out for dinner yesterday, whoo~ i felt so happy,
that was the first time my parents go out with me without my brother !
sigh~
but, the planning was failed !
aaaargh~
so hell, i think.
hhuh!

they are very frustrating.

and today : [my lil bro will coming home. sigh~]
the salesman come to my home,
my servent has already mooped the floor,
then the salesman come in to my house without take off his shoes !
sigh~
i want to kill him!punch him!kick him!
arrgh~
but i cant,
he is to GIANT , i cant kill him, kick him, punch him, or anything else that make he not to do that again.
huvh~
he is so rude !!!
and make me mad !!!

today activities x)

well, i dont want to write something today. but, i must write !
sigh~
so i just write my activities today..

1. woke up then my cousins was came and pick two of my kittens x(
2. had my breakfast, chrispy chic' yumiie x)
3. went online, facebook also friendster
4. i replied HIS* wall. hhihhi *blushing
5. i read *****'s stat, and i think, he's going to like me. sigh~
6. no lunch
7. went online again
8. watced HotShot, aw~! Alan Luo *muahmuah
9. took a bath...
10.went online
11.went to my bed
12.write this post
13.gone to my bed again

well, thats all..
cya for next post ya..
x*

lost that golden opportunity this afternoon, caused by : damn speedy x((

PS :
i dont want to write his name, just his initial as "R.T"

well, this afternoon i lost that golden ticket.
doh !

R.T was greeted me at facebook cBox.
wow !
olalaaa~
i surprised !!!
GOSH~
there no response from him since i acquainted him.
as soon as i know he greeted me, i greeted him back.
but, the loading icon was appear above that !
shit !
i was disconnect at that golden time !
hhufh~
i must waiting i go online again after that.
he, greeted me again for the second time.
and still DC.
GOSH !
i lost him..
then, after i went online again, he was off.
hhuh!
so dummy damn speedy.
grroaar~

hix..hixx...
ow, please Mr R.T,
please forgive meh x(

nothing....

why i give this post title with "nothing" ?
yeaa~
bcse i dont know what i want to write about.
but, i want to write something x)
well, maybe this is the effect because of my facebook likes a cemetry, until now, just 2 friends of me post their wall on my acc.
where the hell r they from??
=="
well, thats ok.
i know, maybe some of my friends just spend their funexiting holiday.
and me?
just spend my boredboredroflmao holiday with doin' nothing.
huff~
well, no prob,
i'll hangout with my friends 2 or maybe 3 days again x)
and now,
i dont know what i want to write about !!! xP
what the hell am i ? rite?
x)))
roflamo*
k, what about 2 write about my failed plan for spend my holiday with my friends.
zzz
2 days before, diva and my other friends, common me to join with them.
they plan went to Jatim Park.
i accepted that !
well, i think, thats a good idea to spend my bored holiiday.
1 day later, jennie, called me, she said the planning was failed.
whatt??
hell ya??
zzz.
then, jennie common me to join with her and nadya to go to Galaxy Mall.
well, i think, thats more good than go to Jatim Park.
hha x)
shopping shopping shopping.
well.
enaugh for this post..

x*

my journey

well,
its about 2 months ago.
i had a chatt with him.
hm.
he talked about anything.
and you must to know,
i'm sure, if he didn't want to get lost contact with me,
he always open a new topics for our disscussion.
hm.
and i didnt feel something special to him or u know that as LOVE**[at that time]
day past day, he did that that and that again.
he made me bored. duh! =="
i replied all his massage with a shortshort and very short answer.
i did that, even i got bad mood to hv a chatt with him.
and day past day,
i think, he started to know that i was bored with him.
so he replied my massage with a short massage[but not at all] until not replied my massage.
fiiuh!
i thanked to God.
but,
a few days later, i fell that i was lost something. and that was HE !
jlebb.
GOSH!
he comes to me, than i let he go?
owmeen.
i did the stupidest thing that turned me down.
hhuvt!
i want he back.
x((
but, thats ok, i know what my feeling is[at that time*]
a few weeks ago,
i open my facebook acc,
and ow my... badshitdamn or anything else !
he already had a gf.
gosh !
i was surprised, shocked.
du'h!
thats pain me.
x((
i cried a lotta night.
shitt!!
but i was not given up!
even he was playing basketball with his friends,
i came and watched him.
wew"
thats make me a little bit better !!
hm.
but i take a good side because of that conditional, i came when he was playing basketball, and one of his friends was stole my heart.
GOSH!
forgeting you is more easier than school exam, dude..
x)