two days full of frustrating

yesterday :
for 3 days along, my lil brother went to solo.
and i thinked, for that 3 days, my day will full of joyful*
the fact, NO !
the first day, still very enjoyable.
the second day? GOSH !!
thats so pain me.
duh!
we went out for dinner yesterday, whoo~ i felt so happy,
that was the first time my parents go out with me without my brother !
sigh~
but, the planning was failed !
aaaargh~
so hell, i think.
hhuh!

they are very frustrating.

and today : [my lil bro will coming home. sigh~]
the salesman come to my home,
my servent has already mooped the floor,
then the salesman come in to my house without take off his shoes !
sigh~
i want to kill him!punch him!kick him!
arrgh~
but i cant,
he is to GIANT , i cant kill him, kick him, punch him, or anything else that make he not to do that again.
huvh~
he is so rude !!!
and make me mad !!!

today activities x)

well, i dont want to write something today. but, i must write !
sigh~
so i just write my activities today..

1. woke up then my cousins was came and pick two of my kittens x(
2. had my breakfast, chrispy chic' yumiie x)
3. went online, facebook also friendster
4. i replied HIS* wall. hhihhi *blushing
5. i read *****'s stat, and i think, he's going to like me. sigh~
6. no lunch
7. went online again
8. watced HotShot, aw~! Alan Luo *muahmuah
9. took a bath...
10.went online
11.went to my bed
12.write this post
13.gone to my bed again

well, thats all..
cya for next post ya..
x*

lost that golden opportunity this afternoon, caused by : damn speedy x((

PS :
i dont want to write his name, just his initial as "R.T"

well, this afternoon i lost that golden ticket.
doh !

R.T was greeted me at facebook cBox.
wow !
olalaaa~
i surprised !!!
GOSH~
there no response from him since i acquainted him.
as soon as i know he greeted me, i greeted him back.
but, the loading icon was appear above that !
shit !
i was disconnect at that golden time !
hhufh~
i must waiting i go online again after that.
he, greeted me again for the second time.
and still DC.
GOSH !
i lost him..
then, after i went online again, he was off.
hhuh!
so dummy damn speedy.
grroaar~

hix..hixx...
ow, please Mr R.T,
please forgive meh x(

nothing....

why i give this post title with "nothing" ?
yeaa~
bcse i dont know what i want to write about.
but, i want to write something x)
well, maybe this is the effect because of my facebook likes a cemetry, until now, just 2 friends of me post their wall on my acc.
where the hell r they from??
=="
well, thats ok.
i know, maybe some of my friends just spend their funexiting holiday.
and me?
just spend my boredboredroflmao holiday with doin' nothing.
huff~
well, no prob,
i'll hangout with my friends 2 or maybe 3 days again x)
and now,
i dont know what i want to write about !!! xP
what the hell am i ? rite?
x)))
roflamo*
k, what about 2 write about my failed plan for spend my holiday with my friends.
zzz
2 days before, diva and my other friends, common me to join with them.
they plan went to Jatim Park.
i accepted that !
well, i think, thats a good idea to spend my bored holiiday.
1 day later, jennie, called me, she said the planning was failed.
whatt??
hell ya??
zzz.
then, jennie common me to join with her and nadya to go to Galaxy Mall.
well, i think, thats more good than go to Jatim Park.
hha x)
shopping shopping shopping.
well.
enaugh for this post..

x*

my journey

well,
its about 2 months ago.
i had a chatt with him.
hm.
he talked about anything.
and you must to know,
i'm sure, if he didn't want to get lost contact with me,
he always open a new topics for our disscussion.
hm.
and i didnt feel something special to him or u know that as LOVE**[at that time]
day past day, he did that that and that again.
he made me bored. duh! =="
i replied all his massage with a shortshort and very short answer.
i did that, even i got bad mood to hv a chatt with him.
and day past day,
i think, he started to know that i was bored with him.
so he replied my massage with a short massage[but not at all] until not replied my massage.
fiiuh!
i thanked to God.
but,
a few days later, i fell that i was lost something. and that was HE !
jlebb.
GOSH!
he comes to me, than i let he go?
owmeen.
i did the stupidest thing that turned me down.
hhuvt!
i want he back.
x((
but, thats ok, i know what my feeling is[at that time*]
a few weeks ago,
i open my facebook acc,
and ow my... badshitdamn or anything else !
he already had a gf.
gosh !
i was surprised, shocked.
du'h!
thats pain me.
x((
i cried a lotta night.
shitt!!
but i was not given up!
even he was playing basketball with his friends,
i came and watched him.
wew"
thats make me a little bit better !!
hm.
but i take a good side because of that conditional, i came when he was playing basketball, and one of his friends was stole my heart.
GOSH!
forgeting you is more easier than school exam, dude..
x)